stalker |ˈstôkər|nouna person who stealthily hunts or pursues an animal or another person.• a person who harasses or persecutes someone with unwanted and obsessive attention.
The word "stalker" is one I tend to use a lot
always mentioning how I'm a stalker , perhaps most of the time incorrectly but never-the-less with the same sort of intention.
I am yet to understand how, where or why I manage to attract so many weird and/or creepy guys. It seems as though this year take the cake though, because in the last few weeks there has been more than one "stalker" at a time.
I'm trying ever so hard not to mention names here although I so desperately want to for fear that it'll crush and/or break their spirits and hearts all in one post.
Growing up I was always the odd kid out, the one with the weird teeth, the big ears, the hairy legs and the male influenced behaviour
I can blame that on growing up in a household with three boys. Anyways this meant that none of the boys found me attractive, they saw me as more of an equal or just plain ugly, so I guess you could say I felt left out.
Nowadays I've got straight teeth thanks to braces, more normal sized ears coz my body finally grew to fit them, no hairy legs - razors and a not so boyish attitude after attending an all girls high school. I never changed on the inside but I guess changing the outside matters a lot to teenage boys. The new found attention makes me feel good about myself but that doesn't mean that I wanna date every/any guy I talk to.
So if any of my "stalkers" are reading... please try to understand it from my point of view... we are friends, that's all... if I suddenly disappear or we are no longer friends on facebook - that's not coz it's playing up - it just means i don't wanna talk to u coz I think your creepy or weird or intrusive. If I don't txt u back - I don't wanna talk. If u ask what I'm doing on the weekend and I say I'm busy... there is a 50% I'm actually working or I really just don't wanna hang with you.
Also keep in mind: I don't drink, smoke, do drugs or gamble - I have my reasons.
I don't like sports.. ever.
I don't like being called babe, being kissed or hugged or being touched in any way- even my hair... if I didn't initiate the contact 1st.
I have a father and brother who are both black belts in Karate and Martial Arts Weaponry.
As I've said many times before I consider myself a stalker so maybe I'm a hypocrite... but at least i keep things to myself.. like i search for answers but then i don't go annoying the person involved talking to them at every waking min.. organising get togethers etc.
I leave you with this: If you love someone you should set them free - if you have to stalk them then they weren't really yours to start with.
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| Watch out Ash it seems as though Elisa is stalking you |
In other news/Random things: I deleted one of my friends off facebook and it took her a while to realise =P apparently we have some issues now 2.
The Production is finished... I miss it already but it was an awesome last 2 shows!!!
I'm crazy but you already knew that.
I started uni again this week =D... I'm starting to remember why I didn't wanna go back.
I'm still lying to most ppl.. however iI have let some ppl know.
I read Hilary Duff's book Elixer and I thought it was awesome up until the end.
I hung up a heap of frames today and i'm still not even half done.
Your breath does smell... and I'm not attracted to you - it was weird that u kissed me (even if it was only on the cheek).
Acts 5: 4-5
You have not lied to people - you have lied to God! As soon as Ananias heard this, he fell down dead.
God Bless
Elleness
xxx
