The Boy Who Cried Wolf

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This post is mainly negative SORRY!!!

Kill me now... 

No don't kill me at all...

Elle = super confused chick... WHY THE HECK DID I GO

You know the story of the boy who cried wolf... how he kept crying "WOLF!!" even when there wasn't one around and then by the time there was one... no one believed him coz he'd said it too many times.

I'm the boy right now... I keep saying something... even thought I'd convinced myself of it but then turned around and did the opposite thing proving to myself that I'm a douche. I'M SO OVER IT!!! why on earth do I keep doing this... you'd think I'd learn the first time and see the signs the second, third & forth times right?!?!?! Well turns out I'm so stupid, I don't even realise these things till I'm right in the thick of it again. Grrrrrr

I bet your super confused now... just like how I feel and guess what.. I'm not gonna explain it any better I'm gonna stay ambiguous and let you think what you will. *kicks self in the back*

Also I feel so guilty right now that I wanna blurt it all out and get yelled at or cry or something... anything.

In other news/ random thoughts: My name is in the program - under stage crew =P

This backstage thing is the most fun thing I've done in ages and I'm not even getting paid.

I'm loving reading these days even though I'm crossing between like 4 stories 

Uni starts next week.. I'm there monday, tuesday, wednesday and friday 

I had the worst time at work on saturday night and I'm so ready to quit.

I could have died yesterday... almost got hit by a car.

My stupid deposit isn't paid so my booking will probably be cancelled.

I've been lying to everyone the last two weeks apart from one person.

I've slacked off on fixing up my room and hanging stuff but I do wanna finish it before next week.

I had massive troubles getting my classes organised for this year.

I have been smiling a lot lately =D so what!! =P (besides today ofc)

2 Corinthians 5: 1

For we know that when this tent we live in - our body here on earth - is torn down, God will have a house in heaven for us to live in, a home he himself has made, which will last for ever.

God Bless
Elleness
xxx