Turn Around

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I may be too happy to post this blog with no mistakes

Yesterday I woke up and thought to myself.. it feels like a cooking day, meh we'll see what happens.

I cleaned up the kitchen after eating breakfast whilst watching 'touched by an angel' & '7th heaven'.

Wash my car - which is now sitting clean and unmarked in the driveway =P

Watched a movie and managed to munch down a whole packet of chips in the mean time.

Baked some banana muffins and then after their success baked some scones.

Had a chat to a few friends on facebook then headed off to a meeting.

Today was also awesome!!!

Went to work with one of my church besties.

Had my hair and makeup done,, then traveled into the city.

Got to wear an upcoming designers' garments.

Free food, travel + payment in hair products for helping out.

Awesome compliments from actual pro models.

Called my boss and managed to swing getting the weekend off so that I can actually help out backstage on the final show =D

Drove to Riverside and helped backstage with the show again.

In other news/random thoughts: I had so much fun 2day modeling.. starting to think I should do something serious about it.

It was bloody awesome being backstage again after missing the last 2 shows.

The cat is out of the bag... oh no

Finally other people have noticed that that behavior is leaning towards more than friends... thank goodness people can see it and try and save me - or some can take delight in teasing me.

There was no change made to the room in the last 2 days.

I'm super excited about  saturday now that I don't have to work and there's gonna be an after party =P

 Hebrews 4: 14

Let us, then, hold firmly to the faith we profess

God Bless
Elleness
xxx

The Boy Who Cried Wolf

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This post is mainly negative SORRY!!!

Kill me now... 

No don't kill me at all...

Elle = super confused chick... WHY THE HECK DID I GO

You know the story of the boy who cried wolf... how he kept crying "WOLF!!" even when there wasn't one around and then by the time there was one... no one believed him coz he'd said it too many times.

I'm the boy right now... I keep saying something... even thought I'd convinced myself of it but then turned around and did the opposite thing proving to myself that I'm a douche. I'M SO OVER IT!!! why on earth do I keep doing this... you'd think I'd learn the first time and see the signs the second, third & forth times right?!?!?! Well turns out I'm so stupid, I don't even realise these things till I'm right in the thick of it again. Grrrrrr

I bet your super confused now... just like how I feel and guess what.. I'm not gonna explain it any better I'm gonna stay ambiguous and let you think what you will. *kicks self in the back*

Also I feel so guilty right now that I wanna blurt it all out and get yelled at or cry or something... anything.

In other news/ random thoughts: My name is in the program - under stage crew =P

This backstage thing is the most fun thing I've done in ages and I'm not even getting paid.

I'm loving reading these days even though I'm crossing between like 4 stories 

Uni starts next week.. I'm there monday, tuesday, wednesday and friday 

I had the worst time at work on saturday night and I'm so ready to quit.

I could have died yesterday... almost got hit by a car.

My stupid deposit isn't paid so my booking will probably be cancelled.

I've been lying to everyone the last two weeks apart from one person.

I've slacked off on fixing up my room and hanging stuff but I do wanna finish it before next week.

I had massive troubles getting my classes organised for this year.

I have been smiling a lot lately =D so what!! =P (besides today ofc)

2 Corinthians 5: 1

For we know that when this tent we live in - our body here on earth - is torn down, God will have a house in heaven for us to live in, a home he himself has made, which will last for ever.

God Bless
Elleness
xxx

In Threes AND They Were Blue!!

They say that bad things come in threes... who 'they' are is a mystery to me... and why 'they' know this is fascinating... however based on yesterday I'd say 'they' are spot on.

I mentioned in my last post that I've been working backstage as crew on a production of Joseph. Yesterday was no different from the other days HOWEVER... I managed to encounter 3 bad things:

1st - Parking Fine of $201 

2nd: A likely to be speeding fine (82 in an 80 zone) 

3rd: Broken down car before I reached home. 

You could say that yesterday was a complete FAIL!!! However I could argue against this [tell that to the me of yesterday who was balling her eyes out at the petrol station when her car wouldn't start]. How?? you say. Well there were 3 positives too =D

1st: All the balls were blue!!!! 

2nd: A stranger left a note on my car that made me smile 

3rd: The NRMA was able to find the problem with my car that's been keeping it from starting when I want it to the past 3 months

Now your probably thinking - what the heck?? all the balls were blue?? - But I can explain: In one of the scenes all the children on stage pick up these balls that have coloured lights in them - every night before the show I have to set them so that when the children press the button it comes on blue. However somehow every night one or two kids ball comes on the wrong colour - like green or red or something. But last night they were all blue =] it's so amazing- you have no idea honestly.

In other news/ random thoughts: I was right about things being different soon.

I'm gonna be totally broke by the end of this production especially if I keep getting fines.

I've made quite a few new friends on set =P and hope to stay in touch hehehe.

I can officially give out communion to parishioners and the sick as of today.

I love my mummy and my daddy =d hehehe they are so awesome and no sleeping dream will tear them apart- gosh dreams are annoying sometimes.

I placed miraculous medals in all the dressing rooms... I wonder if anyone has noticed yet...

Going bowling & Laser tag 2nyt!!! Awesomenessss
Seriously how many times did I say however in this post??? =P

Matthew 3: 11

I baptise you with water to show that you have repented, but the one who will come after me will baptise you with the Holy Spirit and fire.

God Bless

Elleness

xxx  

Livin' In The Hallway

I know it's been ages since I've blogged... but honestly no one really reads it and this is basically an outlet for me anyhow. So since I last blogged.. I'd like to fudge it and say that not much has happened but that'd be a lie coz in fact quite a bit has happened - maybe that's why I haven't blogged: being busy.

I visited one of my friends that I haven't seen in just over a year- so that was exciting and we had loads to catch up on naturally. 

My friends and I won a debate in our youth group - even though we didn't agree with the view point we had to debate. 

Brendan and I along with the social committee @ church hosted a WYD fundraiser "cake stall" in which we raised almost $500- which I might add is totally awesome!!! 

Once again I caught up with Kara and that was simply awesome... also we talked about the band and what might become of this year in general. 

I attended a leadership enrichment day on the sunday just gone - it was highly enlightening and got me super pumped for this years Antioch youth. 

Finally, for the past week I've been working backstage on a production of 'Joseph and his Amazing Technicolor Dream-coat'.. having been in a production before, this has been so much fun - also it helps that I already know all the songs and stuff =P.

Aside from all that stuff... I've finally gotten around to painting my room and it's taken longer than expected. So in the mean time I've been sleeping at the front door in the lounge room, while the contents of my room has been living in the hallway and bathroom. I've honestly got that much stuff and so it's become super crowded in my house. I've been slightly grumpy and sleepy all of last week and this.. due to lack of sleep and the load of work I've been undertaking but I can finally sleep in my own room again tonight, YAYY!!!!!! It's been fun spending time with my mum painting and organising but not that fun coming home at 1 am and being woken up at 6 am or earlier when people get ready for work.

In other news/ Random thoughts: I've finally gotten some shifts again at work =D

I received my passport in the mail =P so cool.. this means I can travel out of the country now

I've just about finished the box of lollies - it was so awesome hehehe

One of my best friends is looking into becoming a nun - imagine that!!

I printed off a huge number of photos at the shops... ready to add them to the walls of my room.

I've registered for WYD and have begun fundraising

There has been some insanely crazy weather in Oz lately... it's just indescribable 

There is a possibility things will change again in the weeks to come.

Started reading 'The Time -Travelers Wife' and I'm absolutely loving it. 

Catpoo is back at school & Nathaniel finally has a job =P

'Touched by an Angel' and 'Seventh Heaven' have become part of my daily routine. Addict I know

My room looks so different without stuff on the walls and also no it's purple.

Mark 5: 29

She touched his cloak, and her bleeding stopped at once; and she had the feeling inside herself that she was healed of her trouble.

God Bless
Elleness
xxx