1 year ago a boy stole my heart strings...
I fell in love with him, like I've never been in love before...
On Monday night we broke up...
He never read this because it was a gift for our 1 year... but
perhaps you will read it and then you'll know how I felt and why I loved this boy
I hope you also feel terribly sick at how disgustingly cheesy it is
This is a chest of 'loves'. It has been made by a heart that holds you dearly. These 'loves' are a combination of physical features, mannerisms, circumstantial and trivial situations that I love about you. The hope is that these 'loves' will make you smile, laugh, wonder and understand how I feel about you. They should also make you feel as special as you make me feel
[In no particular order]
• Your random and yet funny OCD habits
• I love it when we have book/ story description time, you make me interested in reading... Which is always a good thing
• I love that you never belittle me even when I'm acting like a child
• I love that we casually end up talking about death a lot, I mean I love that it's always so trivial
• I love that you like gossip so much, gives me someone to share stuff with
• I love it when you refer to me as your girlfriend
• I love that the backseat of your car is always trashed, in fact your car is generally nearly always trashed
• I love it when you tell me things that you like about me
• I love it when you tell me how you feel about us.
• I loved the time you said "Sometimes I screw it up because I'm an idiot. But I know that it'll be ok... I dont know why I know that... But I just kinda do."
• I love doing puzzles with you, coz we're so cool like that
• I love that you must tell everyone some random fact about something if they get it wrong, regardless of if they care or not
• I love that you know the movie 'it's a wonderful life' because it's one of my favourites
• I love it how you tell me some things twice or three times and although I've heard it before, the story never changes and you are still just as excited
• I love that you make the effort not to be awkward around my friends
• I love that you've made an effort to get to know my family, especially coming to important family events
• I love when you make ridiculous faces, it makes me smile
• I love your tired sleepy self that mumbles off into random thoughts
• I love your deep "I've been overusing my voice" voice
• I love that for some unknown reason I don't mind kissing your beer lips
• I love that you hardly ever differ from your apple juice with dinner
• I love that on pub nights you always ask me first of I'd like a drink
• I love that you sometimes randomly rest your arm on you head
• I love resting my forehead on yours
• I love that you are smart
• I love that you are handsome
• I love that you're not obsessed with the latest trends
• I love that you are into older music and movies, classics!
• I love that you're not into material things, especially because to me you seem rich (just coz of where I was brought up)
• I love that you play the banjo- it's so different
• I love that you're not afraid to say what you think
• I loved it when you said "You are very prettyful...that's like pretty and beautiful and you are 'very' both of those things" it was really sweet! ;P
• I loved your birthday text to me in '13
• I love that you can turn my sad crying face into a happy smiley one
• I Love that when I look at you all I can think is 'I love you'
• I love that you share Sweeney stuff with me even though you shouldn't
• I love that you share Sweeney stuff with me even though you shouldn't
• I love that you have an outie
• I love the froggy you gave and the fact that you remembered
• I love the necklace... Even though it's falling to pieces I wear it every day
• I love your eye lashes
• I love your lips even when they are super dry and you bite them
• I love your show makeup and the fact that eye liner looks good on you
• I love your hugs
• I love your kisses
• I love when you walk me to my car
• I love that you use 3 straws
• I love that you don't have tattoos
• I love you because you brighten my day
• I love it when you can't shut my car door properly so I smile most of the way home
• I love that you don't give up when I say nothing's wrong
• I love that you get on with my brothers
• I love that you talk to children like they are adults
• I love that your hands are nearly always cold
• I love how soft your hands are
• I love your pretty nails too
• I love that you missed me when I was in Japan (or at least you told people you did)
• I love that I still get excited when I see you and I'm not expecting to see you
• I love that I still get excited when I see you and I'm not expecting to see you
• I love your jawline
• I love your fingers
• I love that I didn't know it was a date until you told Josh and even then I didn't believe it until you told the police
• I love your beautiful straight teeth
• I love that you had braces just like me and also that you had your wisdom teeth removed
• I love that you still talk to me even though I love listening to R & B music
• I love that we have our own vocabulary
• I love that you introduce me to the things you love
• I love that you try to explain your games to me even though I'll probably never understand them
• I love that you enjoyed sitting and playing Donkey Kong with me
• I love watching movies and/or television with you and just casually hanging out
• I love spending time with you and your family
• I love that you don't burp in my face, such a gentleman
• I love that we have to stop to breathe, more so when you have to, because that's cuter (when we have colds)
• I love to poke and tickle you until you react
• I love that you 'went there' when you said *poke* *hug* *kiss* for the first time
• I love teddy bears, not! I do love you though
• I love the little spot on the left hand side of your nose
• I love those moments when everything gets a little intense and intimate
• I love that you have never pressured me into doing anything I didn't want to do
• I love that you always encourage me when I'm down
• I love that you believe in my abilities
• I love that you ignore my shocking spelling and tolerate my continuous typos
• I love that you have taught me about self control.
• I love that you know the Men in black thing 'is that better' and every time it makes me smile
• I love the way you smell, especially just after a shower
• I love your gorgeous smile!!
• I love your cute dimples when you're really excited about something and you can hardly keep it in
• I love you because you make-a-me smile
• I love the way you wrap your arms around me
• I love the way you haven't gone crazy from all of my crazy... Especially on our 1st date
• I love when you say I'm beautiful instead of just pretty or hot. (Although I also sometimes like it when you say those things too)
• I love the way that you stare at me and I have no idea what you are thinking, if anything at all
• I love your dad jokes!! No seriously you crack me up
• I love the way that you find so many ways to say 'I love you' especially because they all seem different
• I love that you don't expect me to be anyone else, or to change myself to suit what you'd like
• I love your fantastic deep singing voice (also just hearing your voice in general)
• I love the way that you dress and act chilled but also how you dress up when we go out
• I love your stories, jokes and random facts that seem to be never ending
• I love the way you speak to me (with respect and interest)
• I love the way you kiss my neck, regardless of my squirming about
• I know i've said it before but I love your eyes! They are seriously amazing and I'm so glad to be the one who gets to look at them all the time.
• I love the way you place your hands on my hips or my sides and come in for a hug.
• I love it when you hug or kiss me when I'm busy doing something or talking to someone
• I love it when you tickle me and make giggle but I'll probably never admit that in person.
• I love how you say I'm pretty when I feel or look like crap or a massive dag (but let's face it, I'm pretty daggy)
• I love that you chose raggy dolls: totally reminds you of me doesn't it?!
• I love that you drive us around when I come over.
• I love that I feel no need to be fake or untrue to myself when I'm around you.
• I love the amazing colour of your eyes.
• I love that you're humorous and you make me laugh
• I love that you can make me laugh without saying a word
• I love that you are honest and would rather say nothing than tell a lie
• I love that you don't want to make me sick when you are sick.
• I love holding your hand
• I love it when you sing Roy Orbison
• I love that certain songs remind me of you and whenever I hear them I can't help but smile and sing along
• I love that when I think about you I have a dorky smile on my face
• I love that I'm happier since I've been with you
• I love your cute angry/ frustrated face at trivia, especially when people don't believe you
• I love that when I'm sick and gross you still kiss and hug me
• I love that you still love me when I dress like a dag
• I love that you stopped your video game to say goodbye
• I love that you were all huggie when I had to leave your family do. Maybe it was the drinks or maybe it was the general excitement but either way
• I love your cute almost drunk ramblings and how affectionate it makes you
• I love it when you do things for me; like see a show, even when you don't want to
• I love your self- confidence and high self esteem
• I love the way you are so comfortable with playing guitar or banjo and singing in front of me
• I love that you're not afraid to act the fool
• I love your love of musical theatre despite your gender
• I love your über nerdiness! Which is often contained until I walk in on you or if something new has just come out
• I love it when you say something that catches me by surprise
• I loved your reaction to your 20th birthday gift last year
• I love that you stole my heart strings before we were dating and that you still hold them now
• I love that whenever I see you or think about you I can't help but smile
• I fall more and more in love with you every time we meet
• I love the way you point out awkward things by talking them through as they are happening
• I love the way you like my sticky outy ears and pointy nose
• I love your sexy, handsome, attractive, gorgeous YAWN FACES
• (In the least creepy way possible) I love the fact that I could sit and look at you all day and not get bored
• I love that your compliments that somehow end up backwards.. Or far too explained
• I love the genuineness of your 'I love you's'
• I love it when you randomly start singing and then get stuck on a tangent
• I love it when you sing a song about loving someone and you look at me like 'this is for you'
• I love it when you kiss my forehead, It feels like i'm the only person that matters
• I love it when you whisper in my ear. Both when you actually whisper I love you and when you pretend coz you know I like it... It makes me smile anyway
• I love it when you play with my hair and when I can play with yours
• I love the fact that we always manage to talk about your beard
• I love the way you always get excited when I bring you food
• I love it when you get stuck talking about a life experience or something that you'd like to happen in the future
• I love the times we can chill with ALL of your family
• I love the way you say naww after I say something sweet to you, but more so when you say something sweet to me and you still say naww ;P
• I love holding your hand when watching movies or walking somewhere or just in general
• I love the way you must google, wiki, imdb everything to make sure you were correct
• I love the way you suggest I should go home, even though neither of us want me to go home
• I love our late night text messages that always have me smiling and giggling ;P
• I love the way that you know I'm completely insane but you wouldn't have it any other way ;P
I love that every time I look at you or think about you, I can think of another one of these loves <3
I love you more than you will ever know or be able to fathom...
xx
Danismells
